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             You would think it was uncanny how the world shatters when one vibration is off in our universe. How everything falls apart at the drop of a dime. Chaos every corner you go around and everything starts to slow down. Time doesn't seem consistent everything starts to go distant. By the time that time starts to come back everything till then will be off kilter and everything will be out of whack. I cant stand parallel to myself all the time. Three two one everything has come undone. Now it's almost time again.

                This viscous portal of darkness you are not aloud here messing with us. It is a touchy feely subject. Most of all of this is fucked up. Is this portal to the parallel life something we should even know. I pull my divine crystals out and mediate and even push the bad out. Things start to rise one by one. It is when I start to rise again then so do others.

               Empathic and complete intuition. I am never really wrong without anything. I for see these "Things" and  I don't know how real this is or not. Guardian angels everywhere and they have so much to spare. All you need to do is call for help. It probably seems crazy how true everything is as time progresses. You don't realize something until you actually realize it. It opens up your mind. Free all these thoughts one at a time. 

                The days become weeks and weeks become months and months become years. 
Then it all mushes together and some thoughts disappear. If they don't disappear we know  there is a reason they are here. We are going to grow and as we grow we start to learn and think and it resides very deep inside us. Being spiritually inclined divides everything up one step at a time. 

               Don't be nervous, please don't be scared. Often are thoughts are unaware. So when you start to foresee stuff that's the time I need to step up.

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